Changes 2

Changes 2

I see myself as Pandora’s box, normal on the outside. But scary and damaged on the inside. But what is the old fable! Never open Pandora’s box.   Does this mean I’m in a better place well I don’t know. I honestly don’t know where I am, I am just here for now. Am I letting my trauma take over and control my life, no. I am the one in control of my life. I am the only one who…

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Changes

Changes

I’ve been debating about writing this post for a while now, it may send a message to certain people or it may not. Either way I don’t wish to discuss this entry. I just wish to be able to write in my journal my true feelings to just be able to come here to be myself and unload without any reprimand or expectations of explaining. Sometimes in our lives we go through trauma that will forever change our lives. You…

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Trust, Change, Life.

Trust, Change, Life.

They all interact with one another. If you lose one it inevitably puts a chink in the chain. Makes the chain weaker and unstable. We will have changes in our lives that will create such chaos, pain, irreversible consequences, they will bring us literally to our knees. We wonder if we will ever get back up again, some days we are barely able to lift one leg and kneel on a knee. Until we are knocked right back down again….

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