Changes

Changes

I’ve been debating about writing this post for a while now, it may send a message to certain people or it may not. Either way I don’t wish to discuss this entry. I just wish to be able to write in my journal my true feelings to just be able to come here to be myself and unload without any reprimand or expectations of explaining. Sometimes in our lives we go through trauma that will forever change our lives. You…

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Trust, Change, Life.

Trust, Change, Life.

They all interact with one another. If you lose one it inevitably puts a chink in the chain. Makes the chain weaker and unstable. We will have changes in our lives that will create such chaos, pain, irreversible consequences, they will bring us literally to our knees. We wonder if we will ever get back up again, some days we are barely able to lift one leg and kneel on a knee. Until we are knocked right back down again….

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When it feels like there is no end in sight

When it feels like there is no end in sight

I have put off making this entry,for the simple fact that I have been burying a lot of what is now built up in me to a mountain form. But I know in the long run it will help to get it out there and off of my shoulders. It has been a hell of a year, a hell of a couple of months. Let’s just say it all started on May 15, 2017 the day my husband decided to…

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Daddy’s Day

Daddy’s Day

My Daddy is a great man. I have been blessed with him in my life. The day I met him I knew there was something special about him. Now he is very special to me. He is my world,my everything! I’ve never felt as dedicated and loyal to anyone as much as I do to my Daddy. Throughout the time we have been together he has taught me so much and still is,he has shown me this whole other world…

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For Daddy’s bad day.

For Daddy’s bad day.

I’m kneeling on my sub pillow awaiting my Master’s arrival. It’s situated at the front door, so it’s the first view he gets when he enters his house. I am naked,my legs folded underneath me,hands palm down on my knees. All I have on is my collar with my leash attached to it,laying down between my knees so he can grab it as he wishes. My head slightly bowed. I wait patiently for his arrival. I hear his car pull…

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